Playing Catch-Up

Hey guys.

I realize that yesterday was the first day I've missed a post since I promised myself I would post every day this year.  Part of me feels like I've failed a little bit, but the rest of me is just exhausted.  

I feel a bit... Defeated.

Like I've been fighting tooth and nail for two weeks, to no avail.

I was given the job I wanted.

She called, offered it to me with .50cents more an hour than I planned.

But the next day she called and reneged. 

My old managers were in an uproar over it.

I'm really grateful that they have my back like they do.

I was just so frustrated.

But at this moment?

I just feel defeated.

Like there isn't much fight left in me at the moment.

The last job I had?

You know, the one I kept praying that they'd keep me?

They called...

There are 3 more positions open.

Resubmitted my resume.

I'm praying one of these places will take me on.

Keep your fingers crossed for me, k?

I went to the bar with people from work last night.

It was quite a bit of fun, and for the evening I forgot most of my work troubles.

I'm working on catching up on blogs for the next day or two.

If you haven't heard from me, hopefully you will here in the next little bit.

I miss all of your blogs! 

Also, if you've given me an award (because I know I've missed a few) and you don't see it over on the left side of my blog with a thank you to you specifically, or you haven't seen a post thanking you for it, please let me know! I need to get caught up on my awards too.

(Miss Krista, I'm reading but for some reason it wont let me comment on your blog.)

Thanks for listening to me vent lovelies.

You all make so much difference in my life!