I'm really embarrassed by my upcoming confessions here because I gave the guy in question access to my blog. However, I'm not going to avoid writing them-because they're what is in my head, and I don't feel the need to edit myself for anyone.
I Confess...
Taking it slow is turning out to be an amazing thing. There's something about not being in a rush that makes things flow easier, and it allows for time to understand how I actually feel before rushing into anything.
I Confess...
I'm an Aries, I know how to rush into things. I'm kind of surprised at the pace this is all taking. Pleasantly surprised.
I Confess...
On the 6th date we finally kissed for the first time. He's a pretty good kisser.
I Confess...
I have been having a hard time figuring out how I feel about all of this. It seems contradictory in that I enjoy talking to him throughout the day and get excited for his texts, but then get us face to face and suddenly I wasn't feeling much of anything emotionally. I mean my body responded when he hugs me or touches my knee, and I enjoyed his company intellectually, but emotionally I felt blank.
I Confess...
I think it was some kind of defense mechanism to keep myself from getting hurt.
I Confess...
He's a genuinely nice guy. I have no experience dating nice guys, especially nice guys who know what they want. On some level, that freaks me out.
I Confess...
On some level, the fact that this could actually go somewhere real freaks me out. Even though that's my goal.
I Confess...
After last night, I may finally be letting my guard down and the defense mechanism is starting to dissipate. I'm no longer feeling blank. I'm feeling excited, curious, and maybe a little bit hooked...
I Confess...
I think I'm really starting to like him.
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What do you have to Confess this week?
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ReplyDeleteYes Yes Yes!!!! You are totally living my dream right now. :D
ReplyDeleteHe's male and knows what he wants????? Does he have a twin?! ;)
Seriously, this sounds like a lovely adventure and experience, wherever it goes. And how very nice to get to enjoy every moment, without the rush to get anywhere. I'm so excited for you! Plus, anticipation is a fun thing. Eeeeee! *happydanceforyou!*
I bet this is going to make him smile!! Have a great weekend!
ReplyDeleteAngie, I hope you are so nice to this guy! It is a rare thing to find a nice guy with a brain. :D
ReplyDeleteThat makes me so happy for you! I totally believe in taking it slow. You get to feel your real feelings for someone before the complications of all the other stuff.
ReplyDeleteI hope that things work out for you!
sounds amazing :)
ReplyDeleteAw, this post is so sweet. You sound like you are on to something good!
ReplyDeleteTaking it slow is a great way to do things. Keep listening to yourself. Wishing you happiness!
ReplyDeleteThose are great confessions, and it's great that you aren't censoring yourself!
ReplyDeleteAh! That is the best feeling EVER, isn't it?? Falling in like! And I'm an Aries, too- we can definitely rush into things :)
ReplyDeletei think it is totally natural to want to protect your heart, but you need to open it in order to take it to the next level...come what may. easier said than done, right?
ReplyDeleteyou rock, i am loving this giddy girlie side of you!
sorry i am so sloooow getting here, we took off for the weekend and i was without internet. thanks for linking up!